April 03, 2008 11:24 PM

I have been thinking about the world. I have been thinking about resistance, cooperation, why humans put up barriers to doors and windows and block vision from their fear, and mental weight so hard that it makes one feel on the verge of collapse. The more I read and observe, the more I question this life and my place in it. A friend said I had intuitively found my way in this world. I do know what I have seen, all I have been through to be the person I am at this moment. When the weight is so heavy inside my head, I visualize the summer evening and a solitary run and the sound of deep breathing cleansing the hardness away.