November 20, 2009 01:26 AM

"If you can only do something because you are going to get something out of it, you are a vulture. Learn the value of purposelessness." - Alan Watts

........ just unreal. extremely busy here getting ready to rehearse for Japan and finishing recording projects before i leave. somehow trying to find time to eat and sleep and take care of basic care taking of my life. usually dinner is eaten in front of the computer as i work instead of candlelight in the dining room. am going to seriously reconfigure things soon and begin 2010 with new priorities. one of which is carefully chosen projects with realistic choices for what i can do and still have a life outside of recording. i work very very hard all of the time and that is great as long as it all doesn't happen at once and the compensation is reasonable. ........