November 21, 2000

Nov 21

Today the sun shines and the air is cold. I wear a sweater I bought in Iceland.

Listening to three new songs recently begun in New York for the MEN album. Sending a package off to the first collaborator with much enthusiastic expectation.

And my mind will not let me focus on the emotional anguish today as it works to keep me alive.

There are articulate and intelligent people reading …. They have responded to me personally in email and I look forward to having the format where replies can be posted on this same page for everyone to read and to learn from other’s experience and insight.

Today I still carry the weight inside. But I will force myself to look outside the wall of emotion and see the world.