December 22, 2000


i prayed on bended knees through tears and an angel was sent to me.

i met the man of my dreams.

still i was blind and i could not fully see him he opened in radiance to me completely but in my ignorance i slapped him shut and defeated all my happiness.

and now time is suspended and i pray for a second chance that may never come for a second chance to prove how i’ve seen , how i’ve changed.

i cannot go on without your love everyone forgive me– i’ve lost the one thing that mattered.