January 5, 2001

Jan 4 2001

Anxiety is still with me . It resides in my gut and in the front of my brain.

And my piece entitled: ‘Scorpion’ on Disburden Disciple is perfectly apt.

In fact the entire album is revealing to a degree I was not even aware of until recentlly.

Had a counseling session this evening. The therapist says she will help me get back to my place of power. Working on music and performing are essential now.