February 15, 2001

Feb 15

A silence from me for awhile now. No access to a computer and very busy and not at home –at the same time…

Saw the film Hannibal tonight. Imagery that will stay with me for awhile.

Have recorded 9 tracks for the next Disburden c.d.

An interesting journey these past two weeks..

Overwhelmed with responsibilites and work and getting back to the center of me…..

“Love yourself ” is something I have heard for a long time and I am finally once again or maybe for the first time—-understanding it.

I have realized that no one and nothing ultimately has a hold on me and that I really do have an inner fearlessness .

Life and love are harder than I ever imagined. And I wonder how much of life is lived in a ‘fog’……..