October 31, 2002

October 31, 2002 02:27 AM

i’ve been thinking tonight about the male energy. i have been thinking about a muscular man’s back and arms . the warm strength as his body pressed against my naked chest. the energy and heat that this connection generates is a spiritual experience for me as well as an athletic one. i long for the male sexual energy to return in my life . my dreams are filled with waltzing in a moonlit empty room and my dress slowly stripped away by a man with dark eyes and full lips who kisses me with dark liquid passion. i fell deeply in lust. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.