December 27, 2002 12:32 AM
the voice has returned. . . he was in my dream again last night. it is funny how some things get under your skin. the mind plays tricks. have been thinking about austerity . the impact of ‘Lord Of The Rings’. the impact of certain music. the awareness of inner isolation and that ‘ the voice ‘ has come back. . . . i ran tonight as fast as i could. i was breathing so hard that i was wheezing as i breathed in. passed the ornately decorated “Christmas house. ” . . the strain in my thigh muscles.
may you find an enduring love.