July 02, 2003 03:41 AM
see it as an “observation deck”. get to the place where you are not defensive and can accept criticism from someone from a place of security inside yourself. this is a crucial step towards genuine self esteem, self – love. it has been raining steadily for two days. i have much work to do. the persistent rain reminds me of thoughts that crowd my head like too many voices wanting attention all at once. i have to keep watch on the energy. there are elements that suck it away if i am not mindful. The rain continues. Sleep calls. 3:40 A.M.
…………. B R E A T H E D E E P L Y.