September 16, 2003

September 16, 2003 11:59 PM

We all must die. But if I can save him from days of torture, that is what I feel is my great and ever new privilege. Pain is a more terrible lord of mankind than even death himself. *

I’m very tired. You can get tired of pain and everything that comes with it, and all the upset to people who love you…They tell you that pain is a teacher. I question that. **

I’m only afraid of pain. I’m not afraid of death, I’m not afraid of dying, I’m afraid of pain. I’m terrified of pain, bad pain, cause I’ve gone through so much of it, you know. ***

……… * Albert Schweitzer ** Tracey ***Frieda ……… WHAT DYING PEOPLE WANT – DAVID KUHL, M.D.

…………………. no time forloving life. no time for hating death. only time to believe.