November 25, 2003

November 25, 2003 02:42 AM

it is said we are creatures of habit. i am informed and aware enough to accept that as a creature, * I * am responsible for the heaviness that fills my heart, the confusion that results in fear(anger unmasked) and blues, and the hole in my chest where part of my heart and soul used to be where the acid was thrown that ravaged it. the flame is still there. … No judgement. No one is right. No one is wrong. There is no time for that undignified game. Judgemental name calling ? You can keep your low self esteem. That is why you have a low emotional quotient. You can ignore. You can gasp. You can laugh. You can mock. I am not interested in winning you over. I stand behind my WORK. If my work has meant nothing to you, then so be it. If celebrity status and popular sales appeal is how you define who you respect, so be it. There is no more time. You never engaged me sincerely. You just wanted to argue. You never engaged with your defenses down so you never engaged me at all. If you had, you might have seen a passionate woman with a powerful love and the fire that will continue to burn long after you have turned to ashes.

………. STRENGTH ………. WILL ……….. FIRE