April 19, 2004

April 19, 2004 11:06 PM

In my dreams of late as I lay in bed from this illness, I saw a giant cape hovering behind my shoulders. The cape was made of all the things I have done, all the people I have met, all the tears I have shed, all the expectations I ever had. I was in a shadow from the massive weight and scale of this cape…………….

Feeling somewhat better today but still dizzy and not “myself”. In addition to being invited to participate in the Neurosis performance in July , I have been asked to perform at an event in Arizona in October which will headline Thee Majesty (Genesis P-Orridge). I’m still hoping the PS122 performance will come together in NYC as well. Also, I’ll be in NYC in my old neighborhood from May 10 until around the end of the month. When I get back, I also want to tackle several big “home’ projects. I’ll be staining the wood floors ebony and my black walls will be reborn a textured matte bone. It is time. And I’m to pick up my black truck (!) tomorrow. I can’t wait to see it again.