August 28, 2004

August 28, 2004 04:27 AM

I’m here in my house at 4 in the morning alone. It is a strange thing to experience. It has been years. I am giving myself gifts of a massage at Spa Sydell and roses and a French dinner at a bistro in my neighborhood. There are so many memories and so many lost dreams. The silence is soothing as it is eerie. So I invited beautiful music : The Unforgiven (Metallica) three times and Blood and Thunder (Mastodon) three times as I took a bath. As the water drained away, I put on the pink kimono with cherry blossoms and birds and listened to Maria Callas.


believe in your dreams

believe in your power

believe in yourself