July 19, 2004 2:55 PM
Yesterday was a day-off from practice with Neurosis. Kris and I went to the store so I could get groceries for my stay until I leave for Seattle. We came home and had a home cooked dinner. After cleaning up the kitchen and washing the dishes, I savored a long hour and a half walk along the beach around 11 p.m. The waves were crashing all around me and it was overwhelming to feel so alive and so in tune with the earth. I feel centered and I am so happy to be here. Good things are happening. I can feel it. It is like … waking up after being buried alive. I am reborn and enthusiastic about possibilities. One step, another step. I can and I will.
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