February 22, 2005 04:10 AM
Chad (supercolliderfilms.com)has asked me to be in a music video he is directing/producing for The Agony Scene and their song called ‘Prey’. More later. . . Today I worked on Conduit subscribers contributions and organized lots of words. The recording is almost complete and the c.d. is coming along beautifully. I am inspired again and feeling strong. I realize once again that a person is the sum total of all of their experiences and all of their knowledge and insight come together to bring about this moment and what they present to the world. I realize once again that attachment to our own drama and our own pain is what brings about dissatisfaction and unhappiness. The key is to stop “seeking” (and that means something different to everyone) and stop the chatter of dissatisfaction (and that means something different to everyone) inside your own head. Being in the moment with no agenda other than to experience it fully is the embodiment of actualization.
” Religion is for those who are afraid of hell. Spirituality is for those who have been to hell and back.” – C.S. Lewis