September 30, 2005 04:21 AM
today’s rehearsal was incredible and I felt this intense rush of joy in my chest . the set has shifted and the sound is big and very strong. Paz is a joy to work with and is an amazing musician. Phil, Mike, and Nic connected today in a way that took me to a place of intense bliss. they are that good. It was damn loud in there today. i still have an adrenalin rush at 4 in the morning. i ran tonight and the air was cool and perfect. had glimpses of a life with less stress and it felt good. a big door is there to walk through before the year is done. i’m handing myself the keys. NOW.