March 26, 2006

March 26, 2006 6:24 PM

this website has a photo of me with a smile on my face. if you could see my face now, it would be covered in tears. i have signed on. a machine will be directing my function for some time. weeping is a fascinating and uncontrollable beast. the accompanying howling … i cannot reign it in. you cannot comfort me now. i am in the throes of death.