July 07, 2006 03:22 AM
i kept the light on to keep the wolf from my door but the sun was coming up so i need not worry any more. finally it became clear what the purpose was all along. through me, they had all found an answer to a question that had been eating away inside them. i was born to be a PORTAL. and so it is. a portal has no life of her own. she is the portal for others to walk through and find their life. she was so resilient that she would absorb the sickness of them all and it would indeed slowly infiltrate her core and steal her formidable powers of beauty and profound and complete seduction. yet this power was one she had never fully acknowledged or witnessed. with most of her life gone now, she was still waiting to bloom.