July 17, 2006

July 17, 2006 12:23 AM

someone finally noticed the “art” gesture. the yin/yang that i have been doing when it is deemed necessary to on the surface “contradict myself” on this ‘artery’ and the ‘MySpace blog’. that is the exercise. somewhere within is the message : the path is the meaning of life. the path itself. not an achievement. the process of achieving. or not. A book I have enjoyed reading is in film form in theatres now. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Scanner_Darkly

Tonight, a bat zoomed low over my head as it headed for the bat-house. I ran drenched in sweat for 6 miles. the humidity was cathartic. when i finished, i saw a streak of red light in the sky and my feet didn’t touch the ground.

nate spoke to me of performing in Belfast this fall.

I’m working hard on my physical form. discipline. always the fight to maintain and not give in. the knife in january.

to be more of what i began years ago: cyborg , at last.