September 19, 2006 01:56 AM
Imminent birth. I am pregnant with the most intense work I have ever conceived. The result of an unbreakable union, Nic and I talked on the phone tonight about the monster ceremoniously anointed by Solstice, due in 2007, and begins to ROAR during delivery. Yes, as stated last artery, I am having the “child of Swans”. . . I’m writing to you from Oakland, California. Jerry Blue has been my host. We had fresh crab at a restaurant nearby and he showed me downtown Oakland. Then, Nic leaves a voice mail saying he is eating crab. I had not had any crab since the last time he prepared it for me in May when I visited him for several weeks. . I have been learning Jerry’s home studio set-up for some production steps for the game, working title : Project 144. …….. ……..Life is again pulling at me. Telling me what it needs for me to do. I cannot share this sensation adequately. You would have to look into my eyes and put your hand on my heart. Tonight I feel like a lone satellite. I am drifting through space. No one can reach me. No one can save me. All there is …is work. There is nothing else but the work and the pact we made.