September 21, 2006 12:20 AM
I am back at the home of Kris Force in Pacifica, California. We had dinner in Chinatown and then drove to the top of what is called : “twin peaks” and parked at the overlook for the spectacular view of San Francisco below. It reminded me of the overlook in Seattle that I have enjoyed (not sure but I think it is Queen Anne hill?), only the view of San Fran was even more dramatic and enormous and included the Pacific Ocean! Then I went for a long walk along the beach tonight alone , looked up at the stars and felt deeply blessed to be here. The joy poured from my heart! POURED. I have turned again to Georges Ivanovich Gurdjieff : The Herald of Coming Good. ………………..And I am also focusing on what I have and not what I have lost. I am focusing on what I have and not what I have not. I am without fear because I believe in a positive outcome. I am excited about the new music and my new life. I wish all who read this to be filled with sudden JOY. I love you !