September 23, 2011 12:15 AM
it is raining steadily here for the first time in weeks. i spent the day working on a remix of material for Indemnity # 1 which i want to flow and maintain a certain mood with less dramatic peaks than some of my other albums. i also have a lot on my mind. the future is uncertain and holds a fear of the unknown. it is surely brave to do what i plan to do within the coming year and it will require every bit of courage that some claim to have observed in me throughout my life. retreat is for healing and bringing in the light and this is where i must begin.