April 18, 2012

April 18, 2012 10:56 PM

i must find a way to get to iceland again as i need to soak in the blue lagoon and enjoy the wonderful sulphur water in that country. one week in iceland bathing in the sulphur water will be utter bliss for me. i am visualizing myself there now. i have been there before and i felt so healthy. there is something about the water there that is healing.

i’m dividing the time i’m not sleeping into categories of what must get done every single day. i think i’d actually have to give up sleeping to get what i need to get done in one day. i’m : 1. recording for 3 different albums right now in addition to 2. renovating the house and 3. helping moselle with the mail orders and 4. rehearsing for a show and 5. somehow jogging and also doing weight bearing exercises and 6. shopping for supplies and food and cleaning the house and trying to manage all the bills that come with being self-employed and maintaining a house and a truck and myself.

sometimes, i don’t want to get out of bed in the morning. i feel so fatigued when i wake up and so utterly overwhelmed with all of it. i’m looking forward to solitude and some isolation and retreat and i know in my heart that the desert of the american southwest and the waters of iceland will provide this for me.