February 12, 2013

February 12, 2013 1:36 PM

there was a time when I had a “rockin’ ” house and a “rockin’ ” life but i didn’t know it then. what i’ve learned is that there is this crazy time/awareness thing that happens… we are in our element but the irony is that we may not and most of the time do not – even know it. i miss the time in my recent history where i was in my element yet didn’t even know it. i took so much for granted. i wasn’t grateful. my awareness as explicit as it was artistically, was dull in the scheme of things of a lifetime. i am wondering it is possible to catch up. i am wondering if it possible or even feasible to attempt to grasp an actualization of a persona built from a lifetime of a childhood spent dreaming and gazing out the window in her bedroom.