Posts Categorized: artery

September 5, 2000

Sept 5 1:15 a.m. Watched an interview with Garth Brooks on Charlie Rose. Still don’t understand why the machine has sold so many units of this guy. Tonight someone labeled my own work : “morbid.” I looked the word up just to see if there was something I missed. diseased unhealthy gruesome grisly am i… Read more »

September 3, 2000

Sept 3 12:43 a.m. Finally . Slept deeply last night . Yesterday was surreal as I had not slept at all or hardly eaten. Spent a couple of hours at Tower looking at books and taking in music. A friend treated me to a Thai dinner of basil rolls and spicy soup. And then. That… Read more »

September 1, 2000

September 1st 9:09 a.m. Alive. A beautiful morning. the rain has been coming down all night and now the light is so dreamy and the view out my window is lush and moist. i have not slept all night. too much adrenaline in my body. Last night coming down a hill in my black pickup… Read more »

August 31, 2000

august 31 7:29 a.m. without trust there is no intimacy without trust there is no us i sit at my desk looking up at the sky through the trees as it grows light somewhere lovers are still sleeping her head lays against his chest as his arm holds her to him protectively or his body… Read more »

August 30, 2000

tonight i am thinking about a friend and wishing her well.

August 27, 2000

August 27 3:00 a.m. Coming soon- a section about Disburden Disciple ONE which is the beginning of the series of cds I am doing with the concept of healing and the search for ‘fulfillment.’ We will have sound samples and some lyrics and a new photo of me with this shorter and lighter hair. The… Read more »

August 24, 2000

23 August How to begin…………Tonight in Atlanta, I stood on a balcony above the stage in a completely packed concert house known as the Tabernacle to witness a show from the current tour of A PERFECT CIRCLE.. The new band from songwriter/ producer / visionary/ guitarist Billy Howerdel and lyricist / vocalist /performer Maynard James… Read more »

August 21, 2000

21 August 2:45 a.m. Driving home tonight on the interstate in a thunderstorm during a torrential downpour. when trucks zoomed by, the water shot up over my truck . it was like driving through a river. I drove over an hour like this with my flashers on barely able to see the road or what… Read more »

August 17, 2000

AUGUST 16 It’s a good thing to be open to criticism and not resentful and defensive to it. Sure it can hurt. But so what? I was told tonight that my self -growth is not progressing at a sufficient level. It’s a gift to hear and take into consideration such observations from a person you… Read more »

August 13, 2000

August 13 track listing for Disburden Disciple . vol 1 OF 4 : 1. bound 2. consume me 3. dear 666 4. kiss of life 5. scorpion 6. under 7. the seance 8. forbid 9. forgive 10. scarification 11. pure war subject matter: cannibalism. bondage. resusitation.possession. scars. = love