Posts Categorized: artery

July 14, 2000

July 14 Friday I’m still processing yesterday. It was the first time of anything more than superficial “dressing- room hellos” that Michael and I have spent together in two years. It was awkward and very disorienting for me but also important for many reasons. For those of you who will be in New York City… Read more »

July 13, 2000

July 13 2000 MG is in Atlanta tonight. Earlier there was lightning in the sky and now there is a cool breeze and the sound of frogs and light rain dripping through the trees. This room has a row of 4 windows. I am facing them as I write this. The air that I breathe… Read more »

July 10, 2000

July 10 12:34 A.M. It is essential for some people, people like me, to have intensive exhausting exercise every single day. This evening , an hour run all around the park in this HEAT. I am finally getting able to endure this heat and when I hit stride, and the endorphins kick in, I feel… Read more »

July 8, 2000

July 8 In addition to the guestbook comments, I received numerous personal emails about the July 6 Artery. I value what everyone wrote. Tonight I went to a contemporary art exhibtion space where several Norwegian artists’ works are on display. I spoke with Kristin Ytreberg from Oslo. She had the severe and beautifully strong bone… Read more »

July 6, 2000

Choose your battles with great care. FInd what charges you with energy and protect it ruthlessly. All of your great sacrifices mean nothing if you betray yourself. It’s all true. What I heard the women in my life say to me about self-love. All girls and women reading this now: the most important thing you… Read more »

July 4, 2000


June 29, 2000

June 29 finally, rain a letter from obsessive delusion an email from a ghost a poem from a memory …………………………………………………………… and I’m seeing you but you aren’t here. and I’m hearing you but you aren’t here. and I’m FEELING you but you aren’t here

June 26, 2000

June 26 it’s a beautiful night. there’s a slight breeze. it’s dusk. i have music in my head …….and a heavy heart. it’s like just getting over ……or about to come down with illness. you know what i mean? when you don’t have an appetite and your mind is racing? going for a walk.

June 24, 2000

June 24 there comes the time when a decision has to be made and even if you are not positive it is the right decision, you begin to feel that in order to move forward, you will have to take the chance. there have been so many horror stories circulating lately about the music business… Read more »

June 23, 2000

so that the loss of your heart does not kill me i’m pushing my body i’m forcing my lungs to breathe out fear wraps itself around my thoughts the panic that sets in is familiar but unwelcome i’ve been here before there is a romantic myth protected in the back of a young girl’s mind… Read more »