Posts Categorized: artery

July 20, 2000

July 20 Its 1:15 a.m. what is Artery? it is my journal made public with the hopes that in being myself i will be able to show a part of myself that others can indentify with and feel less alone. it is not hype and it is not intended as a showcase for anything other… Read more »

July 16, 2000

can the suffering of the “wicked” be justified and is the supposed awareness of “wrong” and “right” a commentary on a choice made willingly and now the price is paid? “Reap what you sow?” and if that premise holds true for some, how is the suffering of the innocent explained ? that is what i… Read more »

July 14, 2000

July 14 Friday I’m still processing yesterday. It was the first time of anything more than superficial “dressing- room hellos” that Michael and I have spent together in two years. It was awkward and very disorienting for me but also important for many reasons. For those of you who will be in New York City… Read more »

July 13, 2000

July 13 2000 MG is in Atlanta tonight. Earlier there was lightning in the sky and now there is a cool breeze and the sound of frogs and light rain dripping through the trees. This room has a row of 4 windows. I am facing them as I write this. The air that I breathe… Read more »

July 10, 2000

July 10 12:34 A.M. It is essential for some people, people like me, to have intensive exhausting exercise every single day. This evening , an hour run all around the park in this HEAT. I am finally getting able to endure this heat and when I hit stride, and the endorphins kick in, I feel… Read more »

July 8, 2000

July 8 In addition to the guestbook comments, I received numerous personal emails about the July 6 Artery. I value what everyone wrote. Tonight I went to a contemporary art exhibtion space where several Norwegian artists’ works are on display. I spoke with Kristin Ytreberg from Oslo. She had the severe and beautifully strong bone… Read more »

July 6, 2000

Choose your battles with great care. FInd what charges you with energy and protect it ruthlessly. All of your great sacrifices mean nothing if you betray yourself. It’s all true. What I heard the women in my life say to me about self-love. All girls and women reading this now: the most important thing you… Read more »

July 4, 2000


June 29, 2000

June 29 finally, rain a letter from obsessive delusion an email from a ghost a poem from a memory …………………………………………………………… and I’m seeing you but you aren’t here. and I’m hearing you but you aren’t here. and I’m FEELING you but you aren’t here

June 26, 2000

June 26 it’s a beautiful night. there’s a slight breeze. it’s dusk. i have music in my head …….and a heavy heart. it’s like just getting over ……or about to come down with illness. you know what i mean? when you don’t have an appetite and your mind is racing? going for a walk.